name: smInt.chAnsImIn
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school: NP

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Sunday, November 30

Alamak... Early in the morning and my mom still "she de" to wake mi up in tis Beautiful Sun-day!!
Wake mi up and accompany her? and went out herself. mi?? Sob* cant get back to my sweetie dreams!
God.. no panda eyes but a small tiny little eyes starin here and there. =P
no breakfast. ='( Eatin air.
realise haf hundreds of songs in my comp. <1000.
and if i lost tt amount of songs.. i reallie don know wat to do. 0_o""
nOthIn much fOr mi to write in tis morning.. hEhE..

Something Corporate - Space

8:04 AM
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A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in
front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large
and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He
then asked the students if the jar was full? They agreed that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them
into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open
areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar
was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the
jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if
the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two mugs of coffee from under the table
and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the
empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to
recognize that this jar represents your life."

"The golf balls are the important things--your family, your health,
your children, your friends, your favorite passions--things that if
everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full."

"The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your
house, your car. The sand is everything else--the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no
room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you
spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room
for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that
are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to
get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18.
There will always be time to clean the house, and fix the disposal."

"Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee
represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes
to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always
room for a couple cups of coffee."

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Saturday, November 29

Haiz. not again.
ate alot. =P walk alot .
buy alot.
see my G50 fly away again.
*phew. need not go fishin on Mon.
guess need to go back to sch on Tue.
MoviEx!! Haix..
how could you!!
Ooops.. =X
*who m i scoldin? =s

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Friday, November 28

find nothing.
filled another few more forms.
feel like giving up. all the stuff jus tempt me.
i want to get alot of stuff. But. nvm..
wanna get back to my usual life.
things i cannot do after i get a job>.
=lesser time to sleep
=even have no time to online
=no time to watch TV
=no money to buy things yet for the first month
=after get the salary, no time to shop
this is so damn shit.
This job really sounds as if they wanted us straight away to start work.
pay not bad> $1100 a mth
wat u guys think?

Creed - My sacrifice

6:55 PM
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Thursday, November 27

Job hunting today.
leg pain.walk three different places.
had three job application form for us to fill in.
no $ wif mi now. bought one shirt jus now. <$24
saw another tank top (green) <$16
many movies haven watch yet!!
no job for mi to do!!
haiz :'( Bleah*

8:43 PM
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Take Hold of Every Moment

A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package:

"This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package."

He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box.
"She got this the first time we went to New York, 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on. Was saving it for a special occasion.
Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothings he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died. He turned to me and said:

"Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion".

I still think those words changed my life.

Now I read more and clean less.

I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.............................

I spend more time with my family, and less at work.

I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through. I no longer keep anything. I use crystal glasses every day. I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarket, if i feel like it.

I don't save my special perfume for special occasions, I use it whenever I want to. The words "Someday..." and "One Day..." are fading away from my dictionary. If it's worth seeing, listening or doing, I want to see, listen or do it now. I don't know what my friend's wife would have done if she knew she wouldn't be there the next morning, this nobody can tell. I think she might have called her relatives and closest friends.
She might call old friends to make peace over past quarrels. I'd like to think she would go out for Chinese, her favorite food. It's these small things that I would regret not doing, if I knew my time had come.

I would regret it, because I would no longer see the friends I would meet, letters... letters that i wanted to write

"One of this days".

I would regret and feel sad, because I didn't say to my brothers and sons, not times enough at least, how much
I love them.

3 Doors down - when I'm gone

11:29 AM
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Wednesday, November 26

Lethargic. Lost. Empty. =P

3 Doors Down - Here Without you

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i m real bored.. no $ wif mi.. no job for mi to do.. how? i really want to know how u guys find ur job man.. =X
my grandma stay in my house now. and all she do is kept pushin $ to mi.. and i kept pushin it back to her.. onw whole stack of $50..OMG.. now i should be the one to gif her $ and not she gif mi $ u know.. now i should work and let her enjoy.. But no.. she gif mi the $ to buy books.. =P oh God... Does it mean tt i should work/study harder?? But anyway i didnt take her $. no way!
Bought two vcd yesterday.. the lord of the ring>"the fellowship of the ring and the two towers"< the special extended vcd edition.. the packagin is nice.. but haven watch yet, don know whether nice or not.. but at least this vcd and spend my time away. or else there is really nothin for mi to do! Or else another alternative way to spend my time will be loiterin outside which is also means i gonna spend $ on watchin movie, shoppin, eattin..etc Haiz.. Poor mi..

Glenn Lewis - Fall again

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Monday, November 24

Jus came back today from my chalet and prom.. Hey... i can tell u guys something!! Prom nite in YWCA is real real sux!! i ate nothing.. really nothing.. went there jus to take photos and see some of my beloved frenz.. the rest of the stuff was so damn lame.. the host sux!! Mr teo ah beng!!! haiz.. the prom king and queen was oso alright.. :) haf a fun time sittin at my table 7 wif those guys with four little boy act like sum41.. and havin their manager sittin inbetween them.. hahah was so cute and fun seein the manager kept takin photos of himself wif every single action he did.. we was like "Oh my God".. this guy is kind of screw loose.. =X

Went photo takin for my friends.. travel from D.G to city hall.. walk all the way from city link to esplanade there. everybody was like keep lookin. our outfit was like those formal lady and men.. =P i m the photographer!! was cool u know.. i m the one to see those nice nice pic..

went chalet.. was around 2am something and we took cab to the resort. told the taxi uncle tt we wan to go Mac at the resort there. He thought >> "there is so many Mac in S'prore but y must go until so far and eat burger?'' hahah nvm :P
the second day which is sunday i guess.. ya.. i took the photos which i love them so much!!! its the pic of the sandy beach!! with the beautiful clouds, trees, i cant stand it.. went straight in the water.. and Woah. we enjoy it more than the prom stupid thingy.. hahah.. damn tired..
Anyway.. Photos out!!! Agrrrh, gonna get it and scan.. =) my creation you know.. haha bullshit =X
spent all my savings.. left few cents in my wallet.. from a few hundred to cents.. hahah.. any kind soul here will wish to buy mi a drinks?? keke.. ANyway will like to go out wif all my frenx.. no losin of contact wif mi pls.. i will :'(

Jewel - Standing still =)

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Wednesday, November 19

nah... think not going to GB camp le..abit sad.. but lets think abt it.. i still need to be controlled by those ppl there.. then need to go home from changi and go back the next day.. its kind of... * don know wat to say* yeah will jus go to the chalet after my prom.. and i think jus end there.. will find a job.. asked my mum to find some small kids for mi and i teach maths.. :P u think can?? kekek i wanna try.. i love teachin maths.. i don know why.. hmm.. since i know alot of ppl jus practically hate it, so i wanna change their thinkin and let them know tt actuallt maths can be fun!! i guess.. kekke.. *blushin* as if i veri good.. Bleah.. nah i'm not.. haha but i can still help..

i really hope my o level end now!! i still haf three papers to go.. haiz.. its real sux man!! actually we need not to haf four yrs in secondary school.. wat we need most only maybe two yrs will be enough.. then ppl like mi jus need one week to prepare my o level... cool huh... i jus revise and memorise eveything jus before the day of my o level.. whereas ppl start their revision half a yr ago.. i was like.. nothin to say.. nvm.. i jus not the typw to study those subject tt haf no explaination and those memorise stupid stuf.. jus hope tt now i can pass my maths, POa, ENg, chi, D&T.. this five will be enough.. gif mi a <20 for my L1B5.. haiz.. do u know tt this is nvm.. lol

Michelle Branch - I'll Always be right there

11:06 AM
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Tuesday, November 18

doing everything that i beleive in
going by the rules that i've been taught
more understanding of whats around me
and protected from the walls of love

all that u see is me
and all i truly beleive

that i was born to try
i've learned to love
be understanding
and believe in life
but youve got to make choices
be wrong or right
sometimes youve got to sacrifice the things you like

but i was born to try

no point in talking what should have been
and regretting the things that went on
lifes full of mistakes destinies and fate
remove the clouds to get the bigger picture

all that u see is me
and all i truly beleive

that i was born to try

i've learned to love
be understanding
and believe in life
but youve got to make choices
be wrong or right
sometimes youve got to sacrifice the things you like

but i was born to try

all that u see is me
and all i truly beleive
all that u see is me
and all i truly beleive

that i was born to try

i've learned to love
be understanding
and believe in life
but youve got to make choices
be wrong or right
sometimes youve got to sacrifice the things you like

but i was born to try

but youve got to make choices
be wrong or right
sometimes youve got to sacrifice the things you like

but i was born to try.

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Get well soon, Delta.

10:38 PM
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Friday, November 14

Agggrrrhh.. prom nite is approachin soon... which also means tt o level (nightmares) is ending soon as well.!!.. isnt it cool.. and finally my holidays is waiting for me.. and i haf planned wat to do in the holidays le.. hahah.. i planning to go back to school few days to help Mr Ramesh to type those chemistry notes out.. kekek his handwriting can fight wif those doctors' ones... will get dizzy one u know.. hahah

Will go to my GB camp after the chalet thingy.. can go kayaking and rock climbing...wo-hoo.. i miss Drill... i don know y.. i still rmb the day we get the result for our Drill competition. we r so damn happie like mad although its only a Silver.and we are the first batch of girls to win tt prize for our coy.. and i m so damn nervous in the parade square on tt very moment. had a creative drill section.. and i was like standin in front wif no one to guide mi.. and ya know wat.. before our creative drill start.. the song was wrongly played... hahahah was sort of like a ballet song.. wahliao!! ok ok.. this drill competition thingy happened last yr.. hahah aok ok sorry if i bored u guys wif this.. but we r so damn excited.. i will rmb this forever.

hahah enough of it le.. *yawn* gonna sleep.. Gdnitex. Ciaoz.

Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This

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Tuesday, November 11

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Monday, November 10

ALoha!! i change back to my song!!! =) love it.. so how u guys doing lately?? most probably finding part-time job, slack around findin clothes, finding nemo.. ok ok lame..hahah i know.. Hmm.. wish u guys all the best in exam, in findin job, in findin a goOd bOss.. =) haiz.. i stil need to study.. so pathetic.. lol.. no grumbling many ppl wan to study oso cannot.. haiyo.. ok ok i bullshittin again.. =) Agrrhh.. Many show haven watch yet.. Cinema will shut down if lose this regular customer one!! (CSM) Haiz... Tinkz!!

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Thursday, November 6

Hey hey hey.. went shoppin jus now.. bought one don know wat shit.. ok nvm.. kekek. Actually wanted to watch a movie!! But... mostly all NC-16 and RA... SHit.. i still young!!! not yet 16.. somemore we are in out sch u.. went lido..And in the end.. shoppin.. haha.. had my maths exam today..ok lah.. Once again.. jus don know whether can pass or not.. will be havin my chinese tml.. haiz.. gtg study le.. ciaoz.. =0)

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Saturday, November 1

Hey ppl.. Wahh!! Less than two days to O level.. Hmm.. Wats my feeling??? No feeling.. too much tests and exams in school which make mi feel nothin.. But Agrrrh... i study for so long because of that one certificate.. And if i fail it or watever.. What should i do?? Study for another one or two yr? NO WAY! It make mi sick!! Quite alot of things happened yesterday.. ok nothin to say now.. lethargic!! the thing i can do next is bury my head and study.. bye!!

Anastacia - You'll never be alone

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