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Tuesday, September 30

Yoz!! Had my last paper fer the preliminary today.. Combined science paper 1.. hmm.. keke.. can say is difficult lah.. hahha i can confirm tt i only got Q17 correct.. Listen ppl.. ONLY Q17... Well.. so is tt means i will get 1/40.?.! Oh God.!. =P
:> was having a great time yesterday spendin the time wif Ziling in k box.. Sang fer 6 hr and so.. from 2 to 8.. quite a lota of thing happened yesterday and today.. ;P jus tt.. lazy to type lah.. ya know.. =P

Aqua - Turn Back Time

9:33 PM
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Monday, September 29

Woah.. Wake up super damn early...ard 4.50a.m.. was helpin my mum in her workin place.. hahah i tot early in the morning will be difficult to call fer a taxi.. but when i go down.. wahhaha.. three avaliable taxi pass by infront of mi..
Now waitin fer the time to pass.. and meet up wif Ziling later.. Wohoo.. Excited.. lol.. tml science paper.. i still ... Gosh!! But tell u wat.. in 20 Science test or exam.. i only manage to pass 4 out of it.. =P kekek but other Subjects different.. can pass veri well.. kekke..
Chattin wif one of my fren now.. haiz reallie nothin to do.. haha lalala... happie happie.. Everyone was like studyin in school.. lalala.. ok lah.. heres a book in front of mi.. its now my choice whether to study or not.. let God control my hand and mind... keke.. Bless ya..

Luna Sea - I For You

9:05 AM
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Sunday, September 28

Hmmm... Wanted to gO out now... Totally jaded... Struck in the rut.. someone pull mi out and bring mi out to explore the world, pls!!... wanted to go fer a vacation... kekke. Now was like waiting for my Dear Faree.. Meetin her later as usual to go to the Johnarron thingy..
i hope my O level will jus start tml... Haiz.. Anyone want to go out later?? shoppin, slackin, studing?? Everything and anything.. wanna go out?? Agrrrh.. Faree going to her Aunt house later... so where m i suppose to go ?? Hmm..
Wohoo.. Will be going to k box tml and sing my heart out... quite tensed up this few days..

Live - Heaven

12:09 PM
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Friday, September 26

*Ooops.....* Plus '+' *Agrrrrh...* I cut my hair.. hahah like super short leh.. how?? cannot play wif it le.. fringe keep coverin my eyes.. i hate it.. new hair style now and a different one before prom too.. i guess.. kekke
Yeah.. gonna change phone.. mum ask mi to change.. i was like "huh??" my phone haf not used fer one yr and she, she herself ask mi to change.. but i've no idea which model to change to.. But i don wish to haf a Hp now.. hope to lock in storeroom and take it out after o level.. kekek "Typical-exam-preparing-gal"..
wow.. did u watch "Star Search" jus now??.. Super cool.. Awesome.. too gd until >"Speechless"< kekek =P
Burn a cd << (not usin a fire but a burner)) jus now.. love it.. keke..

Listening to:--
Six pence none the richer - Don't dream it's over

9:51 PM
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Woah.. 2a.m. in the morning... hmm so y m i here?? notice a lovely song link to this blog?.. find this song fer super damn long.. take mi quite some time but i don know y the sound effect like "battery-flat" tt kind of pattern.. =P keke.. now im super damn tired but don feel like sleepin.. Wats wif mi??
Ohhh... and ya know wat.. i miss out my Charmed on Wednesday.. *Sob-Sob* i mean.. i always stick my eyes on the tv at 10pm on Channel 5.. "Charmed" But then i sleep like a pig, before 10p.m... and now i cant even sleep although is this late le.. wats wif mi again?? hmm... doctor.. i mean superman.. pls save mi..

Five for fighting - Superman

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Thursday, September 25

*Ooops* Heard tt last yr Prom nite was like shit!! hmm spoil my moOd... =s

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*Ooops* i miss it... miss wat?? i lost exactly 34 marks fer my D&T exam.. kekek haven done the last 2Q (17marks fer each) hmm...i guess.. will still pass rite?? hahah *dreaming*

PROM NITE!! Woah!! haiz.. jus rite after o level.. Prom nite >>22 nov and the last day fer my o level exam is on 21 nov.. :P yeah and i ask my mum whether can i go fer tt nite.. she said "sure.. of course.." and can go back anytime i wan.. mahahah...watever.. jus find one day shoppin fer stuffs fer tt nite can le.. i hope it will not be held in the multi purpose room in YWCA.. and Farhan confirm wif mi tt is in the ball room.. but will it be?? watever.. hope its a memorable nite and not.. Boring can le... =s And yeah.. hahah wat if ppl think we go YMCA fer our prom nite.. Gosh!!! is YWCA... =X

Electricity cut off -- 2 to 4pm jus now.. and luckily there is an invention of least i can contact wif mummy and ivy.. or else.. *mad*.. Went to ivy's house.. bought food and vcd.. hungry like shit.. ate like pig.. kekek laugh like mad women watchin that vcd..
nothin much.. listenin to some old songs..imagine things..>>ppl r so trustworthy, loyal durin tt time.. =) haiz.. but now?? times changin.. movin toward new century.. ppl r more materialistic..etc..

Listening to:
Aslyn - That's When I Love You

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Wednesday, September 24

*Yawnz*...Had two exam today.. POA paper 1 and Chemistry paper... Pretty easy.. its jus "my-self" Again!! Hmm.. wat do i mean?? i mean... hahah i nv study.. and therefore will not expect my-self to get a high grade or anything.. Heard tt, if did well in Preliminary exam, will get a chance to experience abt 3 months in JC.. Who cares.. i mean.. i don care but maybe u care... ok cut my crap...

Watch a VCD jus now.. "Kate & Leopold".. Its so lovely.. i mean its a nice show.. Have a song in there called.. "Until" by Sting.. hmm.. wonder which of the song appear in the show is tt "until".. kkekke =P Yeah.. Got that song askin from Farhan.. Cos i m curious as this song got the don-know-wat-award thingy... :P And yeah.. Actually not bad.. sound like going back to 90s... *Floating-in-the-air* =X

Vertical rush - Hello Goodbye

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Sunday, September 21

wow... i spent three hr in the morning sittin in front of my comp..that three hr, i was visitin a website.. >><< nice site..Hmm..will meet up faree later and head to Johnarron..Anyway goOd the morning.. :P

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Thursday, September 18

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You represent... naivete.
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

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Wednesday, September 17

Pick the month that u were born
JANUARY: Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Homely person. Loyal. Needs to improve social abilities. Easily jealous. Very Stubborn.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Showing anger easily. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Learns to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality Affectionate Shy and reserved.. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others.. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling. Friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivate oneself and the others. Sickness usually of the head and chest.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention.. Deep feelings Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirit.. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind . Hesitating. Tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional. Temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving... Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet.Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Shy.Fun to be with.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defenses. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and rusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Trustworthy, loyal and honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and travelling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Choosy especially in relationships. Loves wide things. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves him. Loves to takes things at the center. Attractive and suave. Inner and physical beauty.. Does not lie or pretend. Sympathetic. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel! the arts and literature. Soft-spoken, loving and caring. Romantic!!! Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.. Spendthrift and easily influenced. Easily lose confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted-if there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships.. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets.. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

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Bring Me To Life
Bring Me To Life

Your Lyrics

How can you see
into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.

(Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I can't wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I can't wake up.
Before I come undone.
Save me.
Save me from the nothing I've become.)

Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life.


Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

All of this sight
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.

Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul

Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong.
Bring me to life.


Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.

Bring me to life

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Bart Simpson
You are Bart Simpson. You love making people laugh,
but it gets you in trouble too. You are
actually very smart, and come up with creative
ways to entertain yourself, just try to make
them legal next time.

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Bad me... After our science practical.. we was like all settle in tha hall, and we can do watever we want. some studying, some slacking, tokin nonsense and so on..And my group was like one of them that are slacking and tokin crap.. We spent 4 hrs in the hall doing nothin.. =P Damien, Zhi wei, Meying, Ivy and I was sittin at one side of the hall, Chattin and stuff.. After the chattin section fer 1- 2 hrs, we played some games..Some simple one. and if lose, u need to be punish.. And i m the first one to be punish, after the 10 mistakes.My punishment was simple.. is to request a shakin of hand with Mr nair within One min... Lame rite.. hahah.. The next victim is Meiying.. Damien and i haf the same suggestion sayin tt to tell her to get the sign written "Out of bound, Examination in progress" to be changed all around the 4 corners in the hall. Which is to say, she need to walk with the sign from corners to each around the hall with all the eyes lookin at her...and luffing.. i reallie feel bad.. but she was cool.. => It needs courage ok.. maybe jus small thing but so many ppl lookin and do u think u dare?? =X oooo[p]s And after she finished her task, everyone in the hall clap fer her.. this is great..
Stupid me... Had my bio and chem practical.. Saw a Qns fer Bio, saying tt "put a few pieces of tissue of carrot and liver bla bla bla..." And ok i already put the carrot and liver int he water to boil.. And wat the shit.. i was thinkin whether need to put tissue in the boiling water... u know tissue paper?? yeah... i put tissue paper in the boiling water... I ponder fer damn long whether to put tissue in it.. and wonder anyone put tissue in it too.. Cos i haf nv do any experiment which need to put tissue paper... Hahaha.. ya know y?? Cos i don know y my table got toilet roll... then i thought everything must be used, so i take three piece of the tissue... then i think too big, i tear and become one.. After the exam thingy, i went to ask my frenz... SHit!!! And tt is a Extremely wrong thing to do!!! lol *pai-seh* =X

Had my Bio paper jus now... only start my revision on it today morning =X.. Yeah paper was difficult but i did it fast, and haf 20min left fer mi.. Writing dairy after tt... heheh i answered all the Question wif all my own answer which i think cannot be find in the textbk... so if u wanna pass.. u can find mi fer exact answer from Chan Si Min.. oh yeah.. tts mi.. alright.. Gtg.. hmm i think sleep fer 1 hr study fer 5 hr, makan and relax fer 2 hr and then c whether still got mood or not.. heheh all the best to all of ya..

Celine Dion - All By Myself

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Monday, September 15

Story of the .::3 Sons::.

Three sons left home, went out on their own and prospered.

Getting back together, they discussed the gifts that
they were able to give to their elderly mother.

The first said, "I built a big house for our mother."

The second said, "I sent her a Mercedes with a driver."

The third smiled and said, "I've beaten both of you.
You know how Mom enjoys the Bible and you know she can't
see very well. I sent her a brown parrot that can recite
the entire Bible. It took 20 monks in a monastery 12 years
to teach him. I had to pledge to contribute $100,000 a year
for 10 years, but it was worth it. Mom just has to name the
chapter and verse and the parrot will recite it."

Soon thereafter, Mom sent out her letters of thanks:

She wrote the first son, "Milton, the house you built is so huge
I live in only one room, but I have to clean the whole house."

She wrote the second son, "Marvin, I am too old to travel I stay home
all the time, so I never use the Mercedes. And the driver is so rude!"

She wrote the third son, "Dearest Melvin, you were the only son to have
the good sense to know what your mother likes. The chicken was delicious."

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Mom and Dad don't need anything grand... All they need - your simple,
heart-sowed, special and loving touch and heartily care. Something from
your <3 heart <3 That's all.

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Saturday, September 13

these is nice ya know >> Mest - jaded << =P
hey ppl.. ppl got problems, troubles, and all sort of stuff to sad and angry abt.. things jus don goes their ways.. hmm relax and life will be better if u work hard now.. be serious in watever thing u do... put all the unhappy stuff out of ur head first.. keep urself buzie and mostly things will be better... it is easy fer to mi to say like tis and difficult fer ya to do so.. *feel like killing mi??* =P haiz.. things will be better if u haf "Determination" and "Peace"in ur heart..kekeke..
Listening to Aslyn - That's When I Love You

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Hey ppl... Actaully planned to study today.. heheh but holidays u know... so went out today.. watch movie, makan, shop shop.. and today i found out tt, laugh oso will get tired one>> Watched the turn left turn right thingy..haha not bad actually.. nothin much to say.. tired le... and yeah found out some of my other sch fren oso haven study yet.. mahahha... and i gonna flunk my exam again..phew.. at least got ppl accompany mi faint and panic last mins.. keke. i guess today is the only day consider holidays fer mi.. haiz.. =P
Happie Alwayz.. =smInt=

Sum 41 - still waiting

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Friday, September 12

FINALLY!!! Monday till today -- been stayin in school doin tt D&T folio.. And mahahha... today no need to bring back tt folio home... and face no stress le.. BUT.. Monday after exam still need to touch up some of the thing... Hmm.. The thing is tt.. I NOT YET START MY REVISION... GOSH!!! and Monday haf SOCIAL STUDIES... One of the subject which i *Faint*

But i still wanna watch movie.. ya know the turn left turn right show.. or turn watever.. hmm feel like watchin.. although it may look kind of boring.. but it look like nice too.. And meiying could not make it today.. hmm So sad..
And yeah, went home after D&T was damn tiring le.. no wonder meiying oso no mood.. around 6++ When Auntie wanna close the gate.. both of us still doing D&T until Mr tan chase us out.. mahaha.. =P
reallie feel like sleepin now.. 9pm and i m tired.. wat man?? Gosh.. Any kind soul wanna call mi and wake mi up again at 11p.m.?? Agrrrhh cannot le... kekek bye bye.. God bless.

Trisha Yearwood - You're Where I Belong

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Story abt ..::Faith::..

"Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ."

The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

"You're a Christian, aren't you, son?"

"Yes sir," the student says.

"So you believe in God?"


"Is God good?"

"Sure! God's good."

"Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?"


"Are you good or evil?"

"The Bible says I'm evil."

The professor grins knowingly.

"Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a moment.

'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help them? Would you try?"

"Yes sir, I would."

"So you're good...!"

"I wouldn't say that."

"But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't."

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?"

The student remains silent.

"No, you can't, can you?" the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

"Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?"

"Er... Yes," the student says.

"Is Satan good?"

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. "No."

"Then where does Satan come from?"

The student falters. "From... God..."

That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?"

"Yes, sir."

"Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?"


"So who created evil?"

Again, the student has no answer.

"Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness. All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?"

The student squirms on his feet. "Yes."

"So who created them?"

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question, "Who created them? "

There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace
in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized.

"Tell me," he continues. "Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son? The student's voice betrays him and cracks.

"Yes, professor. I do."

The old man stops pacing. "Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?"

"No sir. I've never seen Him."

"Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?"

"No, sir. I have not."

"Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter.

"No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't."

"Yet you still believe in him?"


"According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol,
science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

"Nothing," the student replies. "I only have my faith."

"Yes, faith," the professor repeats. "And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith."

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own.

"Professor, is there such thing as heat?"

"Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat."

"And is there such a thing as cold?"

"Yes, son, there's cold too."

"No sir, there isn't."

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.

"You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat,
white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything
called 'cold'. We can hit 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat,
but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold;
otherwise we would be able to go colder than -458 degrees. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

"What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?"

"Yes," the professor replies without hesitation. "What is night if it isn't darkness?"

"You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light... but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, Darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?"

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him.
This will be a good semester.

"So what point are you making, young man?"

"Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with and so your conclusion must also be flawed."

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. "Flawed? Can you explain how?"

"You are working on the premise of duality," the student explains.
"You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?"

"If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do."

"Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester indeed.

"Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?"

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.

"To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student,
let me give you an example of what I mean?" The student looks around the room.

"Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?"

The class breaks out into laughter.

"Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain,
felt the professor's brain, touched or smelt the professor's brain?
No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established
rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?"

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student,
his face unreadable. Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers.

"I guess you'll have to take them on faith."

..::The End::..

7:14 PM
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Wednesday, September 10

hmm wat the shit m i doing?? m i suppose to study.. ok ok i get myself out of here.. ciaoz..
Listening to Reflection by Christina Aguilera

9:53 PM
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My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

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9:22 PM
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I NEED SOMETHING REALLIE BADLY.... can u lend mi?? but this one, u reallie cant help mi... u know!! i m facing something which everyon facing... *lame* i need TIME!!! Time... u know time?? yeah time... Watever.. paralysis now.. how?? only can move my fingers nia.. Oh shit.. tml still need to go school.. go school do wat?? u think play candles and lantern ar??? *Mad* do D&T lah!!! haiz.. For the past three days, i spent my time in school fer tt le.. not fogettin TML.... slept four hrs everyday.. and i still cant finish... u may think i m slow... but u know Tony... Tony Tan.. the one in my class...the gd boi oso still doing so don look at mi tt i m lazy and don work hard ok.. mi gd gal oso one.. kekek =x oooppss..

Eminem - My Dads Gone Crazy

8:43 PM
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Tuesday, September 9

Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their
conversational skills will be as important as any other.

Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

When you say, "I love you", mean it.

When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye.

Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

Believe in love at first sight.

Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who
don't have dreams don't have much.

Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt
but it's the only way to live life completely.

In disagreements, fight fairly. Please No name calling.

Don't judge people by their relatives.

Talk slowly but think quickly.

When someone asks you a question you don't want
to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

Remember that great love and great
achievements involve great risk.

Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

Remember the three R's:
Respect for self;
Respect for others;
Responsibility for all your actions.

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

When you realize you've made a mistake,
take immediate steps to correct it.

Smile when picking up the phone.
The caller will hear it in your voice.

Spend some time alone.

9:19 PM
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Hey-ya... do u guys know abt the kazza thingy... Agrrrh cannot d/l le ok... cos u know wat..the day before, my fren's cousin kena fine $6000/-... becos of d/ling song and u get caught and pay $6000... and nvm... i still continue d/ling yesterday.. i d/l my *Charmed* ( my Fav show) kekek.. then today.. my fren, linxin, tell mi tt her sis's fren oso kena fine.. wah!! shit..:P i rather use $6000 and go buy original Cds =X hmm but if u r rich..u still can continue d/l one loh..i wont force u... lol ok lame.. but no way.. i still got alot of songz haven d/l yet... i recieve the fine then say lah hor.. =X
And yeah.. tml go back to school and is the dateline, to hand in D&T... fer mi is the *deadline*.. DIE ar... I haven finish.. lol then i spent few hr sittin in front of the comp find picture.. jus pictures only.. spent so much of my time.. =P lazy ar...
Prom nite approching... lol no one be my partner.. But i find one perfect person... mahahah.. Guess hu?? Meiying! Shes mine and i'm hers!! so don snatch from mi.. hahah actually she book mi le... no lesbian.. but best of best fren.. kekek and ivy.. no need worry.. ppl queue long long man.. haha
And yeah.. gtg face my *path to death*...

-dAtE w|f deAth-
David Tao - I Believe

7:38 PM
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Monday, September 8

hey.. reallie Thankz to Azly so much.. one hr do this stupid blog... Thank yOu =)
ok and yeah.. i kind of forget my thing quite fast.. actually jus now i was like havin some quarrelling here and there wif my mum... Agrrh.. don talk abt tt le.. =P wish all the best in everything u do... Wish u r back too...

Matchbox 20 - Unwell

11:24 PM
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Wats wrong wif this blogger thingy... i m real tired of it.. man.. how to fixed it?? somebody pls help mi.. nvm.. i got real pissed off by my mum... jus shut up... i don wan to hear whoever tokin... today is jus so damn tired... don feel like doing anythin... but D&T need to be handed in on wed... Its a must!!! wat the shit... nvm.. i face it.. ok and then.. i need to go help my dear linxin tml to settle her folio... and tts my day... will jus spend it like this.. i guess..
i scare one day is oso not enough fer it.. hmmm... how abt my studies?? Shit!! ppl use this week to study while we.... Gosh!! we cant to anything now, but to finish it up and blame ourself...
Wat a *wonderful* day!!! BullShit~~

9:12 PM
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Sunday, September 7

Sob sob.. miss a frenz.. Ivy going back to hong knog today... will miss her during this holidays sia... agrrrh.... less one fren to go watch movie wif mi, eat , laugh, and mad wif mi.... How can!!

hmm and yeah later going to my tution as usual... mahaha.. if u today no money and u feel like wan to rob someone... u can find mi... got all my money in my wallet (round up to 300bucks ba).. lol Mad.. where got ppl call to rob herself one... lol but i think i reach home will only left 3 bucks... ={ keke.. ok i think i gtg to prepare and stuff le... bye bye..
- mIss yA - << only fer Ivy.. lol

Trivial - Five years later

11:49 AM
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Friday, September 5

HaPpie day...=> Nah ..not becos i went to sch bazaar thingy and not becos i finished my D&T and definitely not becos i will pass my ENg.. Is tt i went to Lido watched Pirates of the Caribbean...its so coolz.. in theatre 1 and nearly full... Agrrrh its reallie recommended... mahaha.. coolz.. then after the show.. i found out tt almost half of the audience was foreigner... they all look cool too... kekek =X now reached home... tired like shit... straight away from sch till now.. i miss my home =S ?? hjeheh anyway gtg bath le... bye bye... Rmb to watch tt show ok... =]
hmm tml there is a test and i .. mahahha enjoy?? *mad* English course too... hmmm can i skip?? no no.. i run jog and jump... ok lame...

Kelly Clarkson - One Voice (ft. Ruben Studdard, Clay Aiken and Finalists)

10:25 PM
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Thursday, September 4

Wahhhh... tml prelim.. Subject : English. tts my nightmare.. Wat if i fail Again!! Downhearted.. and wait no mood take o level how? Agrrrh..And tt fuckin asshole still gif us so much stress.. Prelim le.. She still call us to go back fer BIOLOGY test...on every chapter.. (oopps =X) And u know wat, i not yet study fer Bio.. Cos i hate tt Subject.. Plus the teacher.. Ms chong.. Everyday come in class gif mi tt fuckin face.. hey sori huh.. not jus mi makin tt remark nia... u can go do survey... =P Anyway i oso nv think of being wat doctor or scientist so learn fer wat??? And don u tell mi tt half the ppl in this world become doctors rite! Waste my brain cell only...

And one more thing i wan to complain.. *lol typical S'porean... but i hate ppl gossip. so don u ever gossip in front of mi!!* yeah i wan to complain is tt. y don make POA as a subject which everyone take, rather than wat mathematics?? Is not tt i do badly fer my maths so i say tt... Is tt Maths haf no use fer us at all... Maybe there is, but i did not realise and know any by now.. if yes u can tell mi abt it... But wat i know is POA ir much much more related to our surrounding.. (eg.. u understand more in the bills thingy.. Prepaid or watever stuff) Whereas Maths.. u learn abt algebra, the tan, cos, sin rule thingy... ok well, so wat can u apply it on?? C'mon lah.. Waste brain cell rite.. ok maybe Marketin u will need to draw graph thing and other than tt u can do wat?? i don think got anything else... Anyway lol i m tokin crap again... "pls ignore mi again!!"

lol.. and yeah... i nearly late today.. and lucky ivy did not blame mi.. agrrh i think i've got hearing problem.. i set 13 reminders and one alarm on my hp but i did not heard it.. And plus my Alarm clock.. mahaha.. i slep so soundly yesterday nite... jus 4 hrs of rest is not enough fer mi... Haiz.. Gotta slep early today... tml BIg day.. i mean SCARY day.. kekek... *thanks Mrs Pandian fer all hard wrk and ur chocolate fer everyone!!* don know y, Mrs Pandian so sweet today =)

Stayin at home today.. nv go to the night study thingy... Extreme tired. maximum le.. tml English prelim u know.. =X how?? still need to write compo.. i hope my script was not being mark by those teachers hu haf heart attack or something.. i scare tt they cant take it.. keke i m serious.. my Eng sux!! u can see it through my blog... poor vocab and grammer.. hmm sorry if u sometimes don know wat the shit i m tokin abt.. =X heehe ok ok i need to get myself oout of here and Study!! Woo-Hooo!!

Busted - What I go to school for

8:49 PM
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Wednesday, September 3

Hey hey hey ... gd the evening... Back home sitting in front of my comp and haf a feelin of *home sweet home* ok lame... nvm... Anyway another one more week to hand in my D&T folio le, this time real one... Due date: End of the sept holidays..
sat in the canteen jus now listening to my music.sittin one side complete my D&T.finished 3pgs in 2 hrs. MAN!!. and u know wat i did jus now after my school....
i was suppose to go home change and go stright to school and start my work first before 7pm.. But then u know wat?? ... Gosh.. i watched movie wif Ivy and her neighbour and Then i go home and change.. Agrrrh and actually i can use tt time and do at least 2 to 3 pgs.. :P i think i haf been tokin abt my D&T stuff fer long.. hahah but now i m reallie busie abt this.. and u know wat Again!! Today is my first day to start my intensive revision... lol =X i need to (jia you* le.. Cos jus left 60 days away from o level.... *FAINT*
- nItEz -

New found glory - Hit or miss

10:31 PM
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Monday, September 1

yoz! i m back.. back from where?? from my small lil hut.. keke
My butt hurts like shit... Gosh i sat fer damn long sia... from 1++ till now...
lol lots of fun in the library though.. not mi but one group of guys.. crappin and stuff.. they do all sort of breakdance.. MAN!! lucky i don know them... damn paiseh sia... do breakdance in the library!!! Gosh!! hahah but anyway they do entertain mi... but of course, my concentration is more on my work though...
Agrrrh tired... my brain full wif stuff.. wanna test mi? keke .. u wait till tml... gonna go do my D&T le.. Ciaoz..

Sum 41 - Handle this

6:50 PM
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hmmm a popular Q fer mi today... :- Nv go out today?
mahaha.. and all my answer is jus copy and paste... " jus no where to go.. no one to go out wif and many many things refuse mi to go out... "
hahah so this is my answer... anyway.. reallie lots of things i not yet done... Agrrrh Pls sve mi from all those crap...
:-- Two compo
-- Maths worksht
-- Poa june paper..
--oh shit... i forgot the rest of the hmwk le... (i think still got Chemistry)...

Agrrh... Chemistry... TML long long long and tiring day fer 4A5 man...
u know y.. cos after the sch which is 2.10pm rite... we still got eng course which should end at 4.30pm and then Chemistry lesson till 6pm.. (not yet finish) 7pm to 9 pm > Maths mock test... it sux rite... no need to go home at all... actually 7 to 9 is the time set fer us in sch study .. but our Mdm ang.S.T wants us to go back and haf test... Agrrrhhh... Wat a day fer us...

Mahaha... u know wat i wan to do later... kekek study u know.. hahah.. Its hard to c mi study.. Anyway going to my small lil hut again and study.. and a super thick guy oso wan to cum along.. suits him.. Cos tt place oso not mine... so i cant say anything.l.. but the thing is tt..I don know him!! Wateva..
Anyway i haf slack from yesterday till now.. so later i need to get rid of my lazy bugs in my body and starts my work... -=wOrld pEAcE=-
gOod-dAy tO u...

The Used - Buried Myself Alive

12:32 PM
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